XIANGJIE!
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6/26/2007 05:56:00 PM

Wohooo, just ended my math tuition. DAMN TIRED PLSS. 2 hours of continuous a-math lesson will just kill all my braincells. In other words, totally drain off all my energy..


My tutor is a NTU graduate yea, so clever. Wish i could be like him someday =x
The amount of homework he gave this time round is damn lot to ME and the due date is next tuesday!! Wow.. i can really foresee that this week is gonna be a harsh and tiring one.. Shall bear with it =D


Basically, i'm not an intellectual person. Just a common yet aspiring student =/


Shit* manzx. I can't find those chopsticks in my kitchen.. How i eat my cup noodle.. I'm really very hungry now, dying of hunger soon.. Mum anyhow shift utensils around the kitchen. Didn't even tell me where she put them. I only saw spoons, bowls, knife, forks, cups but NO CHOPSTICKS. Wth... Heaven is definitely playing tricks on me. Tian ar! Aye, nvm lo. Just use fork to eat ba =D.

And the cup noodle i prepared is tasteless.... zzzzzzzz
Let bygones go by and everything will turn back to normal again, i suppose..

OK. Done with blogging. Shall touch on my school homework at night. I need a rest now seriously. Bye~

6 more days =DDD
Less than three!



-=Wishfulness Thoughts=-



* That is not a vulgar word, to me, is to describe something in a more intensive manner. Kids below 16 pls refrain from using that word. Thx! =X

6/23/2007 11:39:00 PM

Why din I pick up the phone..



Why do all good things come to end?

Does anyone disagree with this? Good things as in love, luck, wealthy, good health etc.
Good things don't always fall upon us. Is either we fight to achieve it, or they just last for a short period of time. Life is full of twist & turns. We can't expect things to be specially adjusted to our needs. Other people gt the privilage or the upperhand to do what they want. That's their credit, they deserved it. Yea, life is indeed unfair. The unfortunate ones will pressume that they are born lucky or being recognise by others which is just pure luck. But on second thought, who had ever said that life is indeed fair. That's discriminating ourself isn't it.

In this pratical world, everything we do seems to be a reality. How about our dreams, our passions, our love ones. Do we spare a thought for them. We forsaked them, neglect them, buried the past beyond time. Thinking that what i'm doing now is for my own future. By the time people reflects on themselves, they tend to question themselves , Do i really have fun in my life or just self-satisfactory? Although it's just self-reflection, Self personal issues, i think this is very meaningful.
What are recreations for? It serves as a purpose for that.

Is that really so hard to express one's feeling to the one u loved? What if the other party just couldn't careless about the things we said. We said its ok, its fine. Life has still go on. But still, this is so self-deceiving..

Sleepy.. i donno wat i'm writing actually. i'm in a half sleepy mode while posting =x
Inspired by the songs titled All good things come to an end by Nelly Furtado. I luv the lyrics manzzx. But i just couldn't find the lyrics in the web..
Getting SLEEP-IER.. Gotta sleep soon.
Goodnites...


-=Wishfulness Thoughts=-



Flames to dust, Lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end?

6/22/2007 11:12:00 PM

Less Than Three!



Tdy went to JE library to study. Was so random. I din know beatrice would be joining us, was quite shocked upon knowing lol. Nvm its fine anyway. There's something wrong either with me or her. She claimed that i'm ANTI-SOCIAL which is unspoken for me.. First time met somebody who force me to talk....
Oh well, had a little discussion with her. It goes like this...
Bea: Hey! Can you just talk? Don't be so anti-social can anot.
Me: How you wan be more socialise when i just know you tdy?
Bea: Boys shouldn't be so shy, should be more social with others. Espically Upper sec Boys!!
Me: ...... I'hv gt nothing to say. What you wan me to talk?
Bea: Just talk la! I have been talking for the past 2 hours and you said nothing in particular.
Me: Aiyaa, u talk lo. Den i reply. Better right lol.
And it goes on and on....
She's a debator wor. Tough man LOL! But i won't lose ba haha.

So called 'Mr singh' is working at JE library as a librarian security. They looked quite alike, trust me =x . I never failed to spot him patrolling around the library catching ppl who broke the rules. I knew every actions & every path he took basically. So i was always prepared before he came to my side and i would just keep those snacks away =/ Wad to do, i understand him so well hahaa.

Went over to Vivo city by bus. Bought a box of chocolate with wrapping paper and a ribbon tied to it. It looked so beautiful. Its worth buying it i guess =x Candy empire is just so fabulous. I could be like a spendthrift typical person, buying all sorts of stuffs there. Its just hard to resist. How i wished..

Window shopping around vivo. So expensive manz those things. Needa save up liao =) Anyway, cyn and pris gt the sudden urge to ride on a cable car. They were sooo ethusiastic. There's actually two types of cable cars. One is the normal kind which i believed all you know. The other is a Glass cabin car which means you can see through the cabin( underneath ). So cool plsss! But i din really wan spend money on the ride. Cause i need to buy some things. Nxt time den take okay haha. =D

The bus trip home was so long, so tiring. I'm totally worn out when i reached home although its just around 6 plus. Tmr going jogging around bpp i suppose. Needa exercise liao. Yep.

I will never forget you even though you are not by my side. I cherised the times with you, the moments we shared, till the day we are gone.



-=Wishfulness Thoughts=-

6/20/2007 04:50:00 PM

Less than Three!



Wohoo, uploaded a pic of myself. Thx to ah yuan for helping me =)
I nearly ruined my own blog when i was messing around in the template section.
Phew, luckily was not tat 'damaging'. Also uploaded a song titled 유미.
Does anyone know how to read those korean words? Nvm its fine anyway. This song caught me when i was watching 200 pounds beauty. Lovely melody accompanied by the emotional stress sung by the singer. Thats how i interprate. The song is touching and can make one's to feel heartwrenching. Whenever i listen to this song, it jjust makes me vulnerable, emo. But it is indeed a nice song. Hope u guys enjoyed it.

These few days were indeed very hectic for me. Finally school extra lessons were over, yea, can at least relax awhile until school reopens which is just around the corner =x
The new campus is located at Toh Tuck Road, look kinda old from the exterior, perhaps they haven't finish renovating ba. Was late twice on 2 days of the lessons.. Both late by half and hour.. Waiting for 970 bus is equivalent to waiting for a pig to rise from bed o,O lol. During peak hour, the bus arrival time will be prolonged, somemore traffic jam will just make it worse..

The day before ytd was damn embarrassing. When i entered my class, mr mazlee told the class to greet me goodmorning.. Is there a need for that?? =/ Was so diu lian hahaa. Went to beauty world after class to look for some things. Yea! i found one shop selling handphones accessories and other electronics stuffs. Bought a hp battery from there, was quite cheap and somemore it is refundable! Thats wat i called quality service =x

There's also some shops tat sell clothing, basically all the wears. I admit that the clothes there are quite nice. The retail price is cheaper compared to other shops in Singapore. But there's always no customer lol. Well, bukit timah district is deserted nowadays, probably due to lack of advertise or the antique image of it. May consider buying clothes from there =D
There's one food stall on the top floor selling Cha Kway Tiao. Tats my favourite stall lol. The stall is quite famous though, recognise by many consumers out there.
Needless to say, the food is delicious =/ Since the new campus is near there, i will definitely patronise that stall whenever i'm free perhaps hungry haaa.

So many homework and tests.. Think of it just give me headache. How am i supposed to complete all when school term start. I can't really study at home. Will be distracted easily by tv, bed and the computer lol. Guess i should try to adapt myself. But still, i prefer studying out =D

Things changes around us, people will tend to change too. Be it more understanding towards each other or more isolate with one another.
Is there a possibility these won't happen? I doubt so. We just have to continue with life. Time reveals all and i totally believe it. Perhaps onli by witnessing each other mistakes is the best way.
You don't know how i felt do you?



-=Wishfulness Thoughts=-

6/17/2007 06:41:00 PM

OMG... Its been a long time since i last log in to blogger. The directory to blogger keep hang, dunno y also. Well, this happened quite often to me, so i will just accept my fate =(

Long time no post already, my blog seemed so died.. I sure revived it now!! LOL.
Many things happened this few days.. Be it saddening or pleasing to me.
Haii... My precious phone spoiled.. Should i be happy that i'm able to log into blogger? Yes, i'm sort of relieved but now, my phone spoiled.. It was like WTH, why am i so unlucky? Problems doesn't fail to fall upon me and i'm getting really tired.
I don't really know what caused my phone to malfunction. I just can't charge my phone.. There's three possibilities, phone spoiled, battery faulty or my charger spoiled. Grrr!!! NO BATT MEANS NO USAGE OF PHONE, STUPID.. Damn!!


How?? What should i do? i'm really dumfounded.. Regretted.


The impact on me really left me glued down to my feet. I'm just so tired to continue with life. Everything seems to fall apart drifting away from me unknowingly.. Maybe i should be more optimistic instead of desolating myself.. Who will ever be contented in every aspect of their life? Who can predict what their future will be? There's so many things that we can't predict in life. We had to strive to achieve them. Though the outcome may turn out fruitless, at least we know we did our very best and would try again, again and again until we succeed.


Tmr going Wisma Atria to repair my phone. Heard tat one have to queue about 4 hours to get it repaired. So long pls.. Hope it will be worth it.
Seriously, i feeling very guilty right now. I'm really sorry zili. Dui bu qi =(


Less Than Three!


-=Wishfulness Thoughts=-

6/10/2007 12:00:00 PM

Less Than Three!



Hmm, tdy weather is damn humid, damn uncomfortable. No mood to do anything besides blogging lol. But seriously i hate sunday, extraordinary hot! Thats what i thought of it. Just received a phone call from Caraven.. Tdy a-math tuition will be cancelled because the teacher is sick and will be postphone to thursday. Wtf sick again? He always fall sick on sunday and tats wat i surely know! Maybe he hate sunday too =x Should i be happy over it or should i be more anxious? This doesn't matter me anyway, gotta do some touch up later.

Ytd went to library with jess and cyn. Guess wad? Cyn was late!! Still dare to be so talkative. hahaa. Latecomers should abide the rules and tat is don talk lol. Must remember okay =D

Bought some junk food from NTUC and cyn was telling me nt to ask for a plastic bag den pointed to this mini-poster which says ' If each family uses one less plastic bag a week, Singapore could save more than 50 million bags each year and it is non-biodegradable'. Not this again zzzz. Come to think of it, the poster does makes sense. We should conserve our earth resources!

As usual, we went to third floor which is our perfect studying place. Found a bench and started off mugging. Few hours later, we became restless and started chatting. We din know our volume was so loud that the service counter's staff could actually hear us. Expectedly, the staff approached us and politely told us to lower our volume.
It was like WOW. The way she express herself is much more polite den the other security guard. She deserves our compliment =/

It was lunch time. Ordered a blackcurrent ice-kachang as dessert as i had never eaten before and somemore i was curious o,O. Shockingly, the counter took out a packet of dunno wad and pour them on the ice-kachang.. Somemore, she chucked a stick inside it which resembles a feet. OMG, can this can be eaten?? I was pondering over it..

The first bite was a life-death situation for me. I den realised the packet contained those kind of powdered form crystals, when react with water will somehow crackles..
I hate this kind of uncoventional things. To me, it is considered as a dangerous thing. Children below 18yrs old must avoid this =D

For your information, it looks like this.



Yawn... Bored... Didn't watch condo heroes tdy. Just don have the mood to watch.
Everything is falling apart. The earth stops revolving. The sun begins to solidify. The world dakerns for the worst, kids will live in misery, nature destroyed, basically its the end of the world and thats what i'm feeling right now.




-=Wishfulness Thoughts=-

6/09/2007 07:29:00 AM

Redwan Ali - Would You Be There?


If I were blue, would you be there for me?
And wisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If i feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there..

If i am away, would you still think of me?
And wish that you could hold me now?
Would you die for me?
Would you run with me, all the way?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there,
to kiss my pain away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there,
to kiss my pain away?


Would you be there for me?

6/08/2007 09:28:00 AM

Less Than Three!



Woke up at 10.30am feeling tired... My both hands so shuan sia. Can't move them like i have lost my hands like tat lol. I'm exaggerating! Don't feel like going out tdy, don't feel like doing anything but blogging is a must =x
Was completely worn out ytd when i reached home..

Ytd was yanling's birthday! Early in the morning we went to Cdans to bowl. I was so noob manz, the bowling ball simply loves to roll into the so called 'drain'. DAMN! I realised i have no sense of accuracy hhee. Beside us, there was a girl from SAJC.
Her score is OMG, see liao very disheartening hai, completely no fight tat kind.

After bowl we went to catch a movie called Men in white. It was so retarding lame pls.
Keep rapping during 3 intervals of the movie. Dunno wat they were saying also. But the beat was quite catchy lol. I learned tat ghosts have oranges and pork belly for breakfast o,O. AND SINGAPORE GHOSTS ARE NT SCARY AT ALL!! SO LETS DON BE SO SCARED OF GHOSTS SHALL WE? =/

Went to play badminton with zili in the evening. So sian, keep hitting the shuttlecock against my racket's frame. Maybe is because i too long never play badminton liao, demoralising.. Dunnno y she love to smash so much hahaa. Kinda 'powerful' dao everyshot i could return =x Jiayou nxt time okay. In the LRT was so lame. As usual, we talked nonsense.. Like gu yi wan to pick on each other like tat lol. Den went to macdonald to eat dinner. She's so jia/contradicting pls. Say don't wan eat dinner den ownself ate macflurry and fries.. So fat!! =x Many things happen after tat. I shall nt go so much into details. Yup.

When u love someone, it doesn't matter how she treats you. Be it hurting or making you smile. Basically, watever she does, you won't mind at all. You will still continue to protect her, be with her willingly and give ur upmost support to her. The feelings will nt change unless u urself have changed and that will never befall upon me. When u feel blue, i will always be your side. Trust me.



-=Wishfulness Thoughts=-

6/07/2007 12:49:00 AM

Less Than Three!



OMG!! Its past midnight( which is considered as thursday ) and i'm here blogging. First time okay thx to zili and her white colour of her day =D

Ask me wait & wait.. i dunno wad i'm waiting for seriously.. Does anybody know wat is rock sock? Zili feels happy whenever she 'rock sock'.. Tat is so weird pls. Fancy getting happy over a sock? LOL!

Misunderstanding, misinterpretating and miscommunication (basically all the MIS) will led to undesirable consequences. Who knows wat the outcome will be. Do you wan to end up hurt or happy? Ur choice is yours. Yea, i did the right thing and i definitely not going to regret it. Hope u think so too =)

As i said, the choice is yours. One's have to consider thoroughly before attempting to make the final decision. Otherwise, will u be able to face it without guiltiness or perhaps hatred? Learn to give in, it's nt something tat needed alot of courage or about losing face. I believed eventually, things will turn out well =D

Ok, i'm done. But i'm still waiting.... Oh god, something disastrous happen! I have to wait and wait and wait again. Maybe this is my fate, i'm destined to wait at midnight..
But i don't mind =D



This shall Never Happen Again

6/06/2007 03:07:00 PM

Less Than Three!



Shall be a green colour post tdy, i'm running out of colours!! What colour suits a black background? I don't really know.. So, green is my choice yup =) Tdy is wednesday, 06/06/07. Tmr will be yl's birthday! Wohoo, tmr will be watching Men in white. Local production by dunno which director, nt jack neo jiu shi le. It had been quite some time since i last watched a ghost movie. The adverstisement is somehow lame though, but it really interests me lol. Hope the movie won't disappoint me and i will be going forward to it =D

Had been watching old dramas for the past few days. I realised there's a big difference between the past and the present shows. Be it realistic or entertaining. Well, it brought back memories.. I'm addicted to a show called 'The Quest of Sutra'. Basically, featuring a group of ppl travelling to the west to retrieve the sutra. I believed everyone had seen it before and it was the lastest version of it.
Dicky Cheung nv fails to entertain me as he is always so hilarious! Hmm, those who feel bored at home can go to this website www.crunchyroll.com to see some 'extinction' dramas. Have fun. Needa go finish my english holiday assignments liao.
Shall continue posting after that, i suppose.

It's so hard to forget someone espically he/she is influential to you. U never cherish her when she's by your side and till the day she's gone, ppl will tend to regret. But somehow, its already too late. Don't you agree?




-=Wishfulness Thoughts=-

6/04/2007 03:53:00 PM

Less Than Three!


There's really no highlights tdy, was a dead and boring one. Trying to fix the music codec in the morning but to no avail. It's still the same old problem. I can't hear any music being played in my very own blog.. However, others can. Isn't it weird..
I just dunno the reason but i know there's probably something wrong with my lappy. Anyway to readers, hope u guys enjoy visiting my blog =)

Wohoo, came across some starcraft videos.. It reminds me of the days i had long time ago. Was so carefree, able to play starcraft without any worries. Miss those days.. Saw starcraft 2 trailer as well. It is so amazing, astonishing graphics, modified terrains accompanied with new units on various races! So cool pls! Hmm, i think the actual starcraft 2 game will release nxt year ba. Looking forward =D

Hai, I'm still back to my own original self....Ahh damn.. can anyone just relieved me. There's a urge of frustration in me wanting to let go. Its nt tat i'm angry or watever but cause of boredness lol. Tmr have tuition!! Argh! Chemistry yawn...
Tdy is the actual day for the broadcasting of campus superstar 2007.
Wondered how well they could sing o,O. But confirmed better mine =x
OFF to see, have a great day everyone.





I shall wait for you and i will never leave you.


-=Wishfulness Thoughts=-








Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone



I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

6/03/2007 10:04:00 AM

Less Than Three!


Ytd was too tired to post.. Simply just collasped after reaching home =x
Damn flu coming back.. I guess i really have to avoid cold drinks and drink more WATER. Sick*

Well, i shall say or i MUST say ytd was a great day for me as while as for the others, jess and cyn. Met them up at je library and started off mugging. Aww, when we reached there, all of the tables there were occupied. So we had no choice but to find somewhere else to sit. Den came this library security guard.. He ironically told us tat our noise level was too high and also no discussion is allowed here. IF U WAN TO DISCUSS OR CHAT, PLS GO TO THE 4th FLOOR. It was like so embarrassing. haha.
Well, he's just doing his job. But we don't really care hahaa. Anyway, personally i had few encounters with him. It wasn't the first time i had met him or lectured by him. Seems tat every sat i will definitely 'bump' into him and somemore, he resembles someone. =D

Laughing, writing, sleeping, high-ing, eating were nt exceptional ytd. We nv failed to have fun in the library =) Did some eng compres and math and we had our lunch.
Opps, i recalled tat i left my dictionary on the library's shelves. Nvm, who would want to borrow a ruptured and ancient kind of dictionary LOL.
Lunch was regretting, ordered this teriyaki chiken ramen. The soup tasted like herbs which was quite shocking. I nv knew tat haha. Went to take neoprints after tat.
Somehow, after all the 'processes' we had gone through, te product nv came out....
So we had to retake at another machine. It was fun decorating the pics. I'm so creative!

Wohoo, went to Singapore Conference Hall to see a performance by members of Singapore Chinese Orchestra. I preferred the first song as it was the most outstanding piece among other songs. The performance was spectacular and one thing tat attracted me was the sisters. I was so mesmerizing by them. Am i a se lang, Cyn? LOL! Overall, it was worth watching. Hope to see u and yuan performing nxt time.

Holiday is madness manz.. i will soon be asked to accept holiday tuition package!
This is just crazy.. Awaiting for my sch's holiday lessons to arrived which is held at the
new campus. Hai.. no more MHK..
Gt to continue my assignments...

Msg to: Niang, den don read la zzzzz LOL.



-=Wishfulness Thoughts=-

6/01/2007 09:15:00 PM

I woke up extremely late tdy 10.30!! which is consider quite late le compared to other days. U may think i am absurd or wad but i normally wake up quite early de =D
Well, the early bird always get the best worms. Lol! So i'm supposed to have a good day!!

Eewks.. as usual tdy wasn't exceptional, stoning at home again.. Woke up, sleep, woke up, sleep... tat's my holiday life. Wat can i do at home? Was wondering.. So bored pls.. There's nth i could do besides STUDYING, eating, sleeping, stoning, tv-ing.. Basically i'm completely bored to death plus the scorching sun warming my room ruined my day =/. Nahh on second thought, these so called 'problems' isn't gonna defeat me tat easily =D. Did some eng compre, playing games, chatting with friends via msn and most importantly blogging!

Actually tdy i learnt quite a few new things.. i finally knew how to link ppl's blog url and how to upload pictures into my blog. Though these things are inferior to the importance of studies, I really enjoyed doing it. What's makes a person happy, is to live life to the fullest since i'm still so young o,O.
Uploaded 1 picture featuring Swensen ICE-CREAM. I realised i'm a lousy photographer cause i don't really know the art of finding the best perspective angle to capture it. So, eventually, it was yuan who helped me. Thx so much.

Yawnzz. Spending whole day at home really left me feeling SIANZ.. i noticed something recently.. Dunno for wad reason those flies just simply love to fly into my room.. Some fly around the light lamp, some just fly aimlessly, some even glued themselves on my lappy screen =,= Crap flies, so irritating..
And to SOMEONE, i was given the reason of me smelling... which is obviously untrue =) I miss my laptop.. otherwise i could dota all day long..

To : Things might nt be as drastically troubling as you seems. fan shi yao look on the bright side. Don't always just look the other way round.. Take care of yourself okay. Stay cheerful =D
LESS THAN THREE!

Tmr will be going to je library to mug! LOL. so guai. Anyway, shoo flies.. my room isn't a paradise for u. Hope tmr will have lesser flies =x
Signing off.

-=Wishfulness Thoughts=-