What's with me
8/05/2007 10:15:00 PM
Ytd went to je library to mug, along with cyn, yuan, jess and jason. I was late by 1 hour!! Sry guys =x Hehex. Was waiting for bus 160 and that was so long pls! If i'm nt wrong, i waited for approximately 30mins and still the bus din arrived.. So i took 178 instead =(
Had lorts of fun there, chatting, teasing, laughing, emo-ing(perhaps to me onli) are never a miss in every occasion we spend together.
Went to fajar mac to study just now. There's a poster that states' No study in the premises during lunch, dinner hours' But apparently, the mac was packed with muggers then and obviously, the notice serves no purposes, might as well tear it down =p
Completed much of my homework, felt so satisfied! Saw peixian and her sis at mac studying also, din really notice until she taps on my shoulder hahaa. Sorry =D
Walked home from mac after that, completely no mood to do anything.. I dunno wat's wrong with me, perhaps of jealousy? I did saw her but i didn't even say hi to her, in fact, it seemed like i don have the courage to face her. What happened ytd was regretful, i hurt someone's feelings? Why didn't i looked on the positive side, why didn't i learn to appreciate things that i really longed for. Why am i always so impulsive to handle things, be it verbally or through materialistic means. Why! Sometimes i feel that i'm contradicting myself, i have made up my mind but in the end, i still clenched on it hoping things may be different someday.. Maybe i should change for the better, maybe i should consider one's feelings espicially to the ones i really loved, maybe i should be more thoughtful to others, maybe i should have a mindset of my own, maybe i should..
I believed everyone would stumpled in their life be it just a minor setback or worse, a stain of sins forever imprinted in their memories. A pivotal change in life could result a string of things drastically fall upon us or happy moments awaiting you to explore them. No matter what is ahead of us, life still needs to go on. In the end, human weakness cannot be eradicated, that's how fragile we are..
-=Wisfulness Thoughts=-